I hate sleeping alone. I hate that empty space next to me. No matter how many pillows I put to accomadate that space, it still remains.
I love being alone, but hate being lonely.
I’m over being single, I’ve had my fun. I haven’t had a legit relationship since October.
I’ve been close to being in other relationships, but, I tend to rush into things. I know that good things come to those who wait, but I really don’t want to wait anymore. I just want someone that I can be myself around. Someone that will accept me for the nerdy dork that I am. That will cuddle with me while I rape newbs on Kingdom Hearts or Pokemon. Or just watch movies and eat with me. Someone that will give me cute kisses while I paint my nails. Someone that I can lay in bed with all day without any makeup and take pictures with and just talk. Someone that can hang out with my parents and I. Someone that has family values. Idk.
I’ve just had a really shitty week and all I’ve been thinking about is how much I miss being in a relationship. All of my friends are so happy and in love and I’m all alone. I know that my time will come, I just wish that it’d come sooner.
/rant /rant /rant.